Friday, May 20, 2016

Fullamak, tokey masyukla, bolehla belaja.

Assalamualaikum wbh. Siapa yang cakap bisnes ni ada lebih banyak masa untuk keluarga, pastu masyuklah apalah meh aku cepuk-cepuk sikit muka tu hahaha. Lagi-lagi yang baru transition dari full time makan gaji ke full time berbisnes.
Don't know about orang lain la, this is what I have went through for the past 5 months. 

I hardly have any day off
I hardly attend any family or friend's gathering or weddings
I have not taken any overnight vacation
I haven't gone to any lepak session with friends
I have no time to bake
I have no time to blog
I dont spend a bomb on food anymore (sayang duit)
Hardly have any pocket money to buy makeup πŸ˜€
Some days Farhan is the last to be fetched at nursery
No ' takde mood nak buat pa per" day for me

I slept 3 to 4 hours only daily
I watch every single cent I spent
I am more grateful to any rezki and kemudahan that Allah gave me
I leave everything to Allah and prays harder for His guidance
I am humbled and more understanding of other people's kesusahan
I worked harder than I have ever worked in my entire life

Business is not a walk in the park and it ain't for the faint hearted. Tapi aku ada hari yang lebih flexible. Butik tutup on Mondays jadi Farhan get to stay with me at home. So he basically goes only 4 days to nursery. Takde saper nak pressure aku except aku la pressure diri sendiri by putting KPIs and targets hahaha. I have also not taken any salary for the past 5 months and I have survived thus far, alhamdulillah. I wonder how, though. Allah cukupkan. Yakinlah pada Allah. Anyways, InsyaAllah target ku bulan ke 7 the business will start paying me salary. Biiznillah. 

So kalau jumpa kawan-kawan yang baru mula berniaga, korang belanjalah diorg dulu, pastu kalau kawan ko tu pompuan, cer belanja dia beli makeup, hahahha. Sian tau tah-tah bedak or lipstick dia dah habis tu. Hihi.
Oklah buat penat je korang baca haha. 

If anyone asked if I were given a choice, would I quit my job and choose business again? Absofreakinglutely. I'd do it in a heartbeat. Despite all my long-winded rant, I am really, really and truly happy 😊

Ya Allah semoga kau permudahkanlah urusan kami. Hanya redha Mu yg kami cari.