Friday, November 2, 2012

Belum bersalin


Nganganga..

Belum bersalin lagi.

Sekarang dok kat ward.

Aku baru lepas menghabiskan sepeket jajan and a bar of chocolate, which i rarely do.

Lepas stress kot hahaha.

Dilation takde progress.

Nurse masukkan ubat senang membuang dan suruh aku bertahan at least 5 minutes.

Usahkan 5 minit, masa dia tgh masukkan pon aku rasa tak leh tahan dah. 5 tapak jek dia keluar dr bilik tu, aku berlari gi toilet. Memang berlari ko tau. Naseb la ed tgh gi solat jumaat masa tu. Kalau tak mau terburai dia gelakkan aku. Dengan boyot2, dgn gaun hosp yg nampak bontot, i was making the dash to the toilet. Aku ingat aku dah tercirit dah, pheww seb baik sempat. Hahaha.

Elok jek masuk labor room aku nyer contraction terus cam stop.

So aku tido jek banyak. Adala sikit2 contraction.

Nurse tengok baby punya heartbeat reading.

Dia senyap jek. Dia suruh aku mengiring pulak.

After that memang diorg takde masuk seluk2 dah. Firat seluk at 1 than the next one was at nearly 6 when the dr came. And both seluk was err x sakit sgt. Dr buat lagiler tak sakit. Alhamdulillah. Dr tengok bacaan hb baby compared to my contraction levels.

He raised his concern. Katanya every time aku ada contraction, heartbeat baby akan drop. Bukan drop sikit sikit. Drop almost half below hundred. Itu pon contraction aku sgt mild masa tu. Baru brp percent jek. Dia concern as my contraction got stronger baby's heartbeat akan drop lebih kerap dan lebih teruk. So he advised to have a c-sect.

I was crushed mula-mula tu. Really can't help it taw. Tapi lepas tu aku pikir I cannot be selfish about this. Kalau sampai jeorpadise keselamatan baby takkan aku nak insist gak nak bersalin normal. This ia our special baby. Our precious. I would do anything for my baby. That include allowing the docs to cut me open to ensure that u r safe, sayang.

So the plan is they will monitor the baby progress malam ni. Aku dah masuk ward now. Agak bengkek tapi kejap jek sbb bilik single dah penuh kena dok 4 bedded punya room. Bukan apa bilik 4 bedded ed tak leh teman. Sobs.

Esok aku akan decide whether to czer or not. Tp rasanya aku ikut jelah nasihat doc. Kalau baby ok maybe aku insist gak normal. Doc pontaknak induce takut baby bertambah distress.

Doc dah suruh nurse jab dexa shots td. Adehh. Esok pagi ada another 1. Dexa shots ni ialah utk matangkan paru paru baby sebab baru 37 minggu kan. And for dexa shots to work kena at 24 hours after that br czer. Maksudnya paling cepat Sunday tp paling cun Mondayla. Kalau weekend dikira emergency czer errr mahal sikit.  Tp kalau pecah ketuban or baby dah berak. Memang immedietlylah czer.

Doakan yang baik2 ye utk cekna n baby. Aku sekarang redho jek. Whatever bestlah for the baby n me. Yang penting baby n mama selamat. Amin. And thank you for all your kind prayers and words.

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7 comments:

  1. Wahh...terrernya, dalam labor room/ward pun masih boleh online...Apa kata kasi live telecast from there .. hahaha...

    Bak kata pepatah - "Good things come to those who wait"... jadi bertabah la.. i dulu pun labour memang lama...jadi memang pack special bag penuh dengan magazines...somthe nurses, sambil datang check CTG tu, sambil la membelek magazines sekali (and become nicer to me, heh.) ..Bila discharge, memang I sedekah semua magazines tu kat klinik tu...haha

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    1. Ma,

      I updatw pakai phone galaxy note jek. I install blogaway terus jadik senang gila nak buat update Lagi senang dr ipad. I bosan sikit, ed x dpt teman i so tu yang buat blog update ni.

      Takpe i dah buat all i can and fought for normal delivery tp kalai dah tertulis czer jugak i redha. Asalkan baby n mama selamat.

      Sukala diorg dpt magazine ek.

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  2. Cekna, k.ina pernah czer utk anak no 2. Jgn takut, x ada apa pun. Dlm pantang pun, ok je. Cuma x blh angkat berat2 je.

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  3. My prayer is for you and baby safety.. Along lak suspen risau kejap kejap tanya mama how are you.. sampai mama cakap 'dah la Along, insyaAllah angah will be ok, doa doa kan' so take care sis.. wish I'm there.. tak tau lah what can I help.. just wish can be with you all je.. sob sob.. :(

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  4. Thanks long. ur prayer and doa is more than i can ask for. Aku dah tak daya nak berdebor ni. Aku redho jek. As long baby selamat dan sihat. Syian baby mama. Tak selesa pulak dia. Nanti i upload gambor anak swdara baru for papalong's viewing.

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  5. :-(, i just wn both of u to b safe... if czer pun czerla... u wen tru way too much to put urslf or d bby at risk.... just hope n opt fr d best...post sum pic k... i ws der on d 2nd... kalu tau u were ter too mesti i jenguk...

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