Thursday, June 7, 2012

Rasa down sikit.

Sorrylah aku lambat respond to comments below. Sehari dua nih aku rasa cam depress sikit hahaha. Bukanlah depress benor. Rasa down sikit. Aku rasa lemah sangat dan takde selera langsung. Memangla lemah kan, tak selera and tak makan sangat. Ada days yang aku hanya makan half of roti canai, from morning till evening. Perut lapar, pedih sampai sakit kepala aku dibuatnya, tapi aku takde mood nak makan. Food ada. I can order in, cook simple dishes or mintak orang hantarkan makanan. Tapi sememangnya takde selera. 

Bila cerita dekat Ed, Ed kata maybe aku bosan makan sorang kot. I guess he is right. My parents dah balik ke Jengka since last week, right after mama gi Reborn tu. After that memang makan sorang-sorang jelah for breakfast and lunch. Tu yang takde selera tu. If not, pepagi akan lepak breakfast sama-sama sambil borak-borak. Bila Ed balik malam-malam, aku makanla jugak, walaupun tak banyak. Sambil-sambil borak-borak tu habis gak suku pinggan bihun goreng. Suku pinggan pon achievement sangat okeh. Kesian my baby. Are you okey in there, baby?

Bosan dekat rumah sendiri lain dengan bosan dekat rumah mama. Memang ada masanya tempted nak balik rumah sendiri dah bila takde orang kat sini. Tapi adek aku suruh tunggu dia balik. So aku tunggu ler dia nih. Malam ni sampaila dia. Yey! Kena sabar sikitla. 

Bila lapar, and Ed balik lambat sikit, I become weepy. Bila telefon dia, mulalah nak nangis. Kelam kabut dia balik. Kesian kat dia. Bila dia balik, and teman aku makan, macam magic terus cam sihat hehehe. Lapor jek sebenornye kot. Pepagi aku lapar sangat sebenonyer, tapi aku malas nak bangun sebab ngantuk. Malam aku tidur dalam pukul 3-4 pagi. Payahnya nak lelap. Bila tak tidur, lagilah menambah kepada gastrik dan pedih perut tu kan. 

I really have to betulkan jadual tidur aku nih. I am going back to work in a month time. Haru weh kalau aku still camni lagi. But I guess kalau aku kerja, my body and mind will be tired, maybe senang sikit nak tido. 

Hmmm, tu jelah nak membebel. Adek will arrive tonight. Dia sms make up yang aku nak tu dia dah beli yey! Entah bila nak pakai pon tataw. Hahaha. Thanks people for reading my rants hehehe.

Note : Aku still ada brownish spotting, 2-3 hari sekali. Nothing serious kot, harap-harapnyalah. But will keep monitoring it.

18 comments:

  1. ko buat la bubur nasik or sup..atau light tomyam..selalunya, kalo tak lalu nih, mesti nk rasa masam2 sket..

    jgn lupa tayang set make-up yg adek ko beli tu yer..hihihi...

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    1. Bubur ek? Bagus gak idea tuh. Wokeys, maybe akan buat. Ala simple jek make up set tu. Harap2 tak salah beli ler mamat tu. aku dah bg link so dia tau what it looks like. Harap2 betul. Bestnyaaa!

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  2. tak boleh ikut sangat mood tu , Arena ....

    kena paksa sikit diri untuk makan ...
    jangan mosshhy mosshhy sangat , nanti baby suka nangis

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    1. Setuju kak. Hari ni Ed balik jemput saya gi lunch. Suka dia saya makan banyak sikit hari ni. Okeh saya cuba tidak senang sedih, risau gak karang baby asyik nangis jek ikut mama dia kan. Hish nauzubillah. Thanks for the advice kak.

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  3. eh u know what.. aku klik thumbnail entry lama ko kat page ni.. sekali tu May 2011 ko beli breadmaker n start buat roti.. phew.. time just flies like dat.. aku rs mcm baru je ko buat roti.. mcm few months ago..

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    1. Betul, how time flies kan. From the time aku start breadmaking until now. Macam2 dah berlaku ye tak.

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  4. Pasal makan... sama macam oren, selalunya cari sop atau tomyam saja... atau bubur...

    Pasal tido... lagi besor perut lagi la terganggu tidor malam malam tau... tapi nanti dah makin lama makin adapt la dengan tak leh tidor malam tu... (bukan adapt buleh tidor... hahaha !). Ini persediaan bila baby keluar nanti... sebab baby tidor ikut suka hati dia masa awal awal tu ! Dan kita plak, tak tergamak nak biar dia tersengeh sorang sorang memalam.... kita akan layan biarpun dia terjaga pukul 3 pagi... esp dalam pantang la... lagi satu... sebab nak nyusu tu ler... so, jangan harap la buleh nak lena tido memalam lepas ada baby tau !

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    1. Owh adapt tak leh tidur ek.. hehhee. Memang saya tidur malam very minimal Pastu senang sangat terjaga. Kalau dah terlelap awal, Ed masuk bilik selimutkan pon leh tersedar. Persediaan yek. Wokeyla saya accept jek.

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  5. Same here arena, skang ni bebetul xde mood nak update blog, tinggal kan komen kt blog org je. X selera mkn truk giler smpai turun berat badan n gastrik punyela seksa. Sume org pon wat conclusion x lalu sbb mkn sorg2. So, weekend occupied ngn mkn2 sil msk utk layan org preggie ni tiheee

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    1. Memang tak lalu la makan sorang2. Sebelum pregnant ok jek makan sorang2. Sorang2 pon rilek jek aku masak macam2 and stuffed myself silly. Onwards maybe ok sket, adek aku dah balik sini and mama pon dah bal, so meriah sikitd rumah ni.

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  6. Salam Arena,

    xtahu aa idea ni blh jln tak sbb sy klu bab mkn mmg xde mslah..time preegy lg aa no prob..hehe
    tp cuba lah isik perut tu..tgk majalah food yg gmbor yummy2 ke...bc blog food yg delicous ke...
    amacam idea?? hehe

    eyyza - awk, sy xbley buka personal blog tu..blh invite guna gmail? eyyzza@gmail

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    1. Tulah, i thot akan selera giler bila makan, but emmm makin lama makin kirang lak selera. No wonder tak naik2 weight, walaupun perut dah besar.

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  7. :)... same here kak... like so hungry bt tak lalu nak makan n nt craving netin... i cant sleep up to 4-5a.m s well.. n wit my hubby snoring i feel like killing him... hahhaha...!! i guess its lik wat u said.. v need teman nak makan.. i realise dat tetiba i wan to be surrounded by ppl.. hmmm..i had some maroonish brown clots yestrday.. rushed to Emergncy n scanned , baby ok.. Dr.WPS pulak nt in town.. called d clinic n tey said hel b in tmw bt alrdy hv 56 pts fr appmnt tmr... hmmm.... nw d spotting is back to light brown.. sorry TMI... hopefully i can wait til monday...

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    1. Hiyya sis,

      Yup, I pon takde crave anything at the moment. Tatau nak makan apa. Now I am sleeping earlier. By earlier, I mean at 3 am hahaha. So dah cepat sejam. Now I am trying to sleep half an hour earlier every day. kalau I boleh lelap at 1 am tu pon dah syukur sangat. Even when people are around, I don't eat much. But at least I am eating.

      Owh ada spotting yer. Kalau scan baby ok, God willing ok kot. Maaakkk 56 apptmts. Tulah, sekarang ni the waiting time to see him, is soooo long, tak larat kadang2. Nasib baik once we see him, he never rushes us kan. Some fertility doc are soo busy, they rushes the patients and does not allow us to ask more question. Sis, minum plain water banyak2 and put your feet up ok. JUst rest. Try to think happy thots over the weekends ok. Tak apa2 kot. Dont worry too much, walaupun susah.

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